It is another day filled of dilemma..i have worked hard so far and strike to get a better result but then i feel that my efforts are going to waste if i wasn't grant the course that i want and perhaps get a scholarships or so.
i am dam worried about the application process to IPTA and have consulted no seniors on that matter so far, the best that i can do is to go back to my former school- CLHS to get some guidance from fellow seniors which there is a talk that is going to held around June, just according to my friends.
Anyway, i have a good and my first and the only one trip for meeting up with a friend that i know her through a forum.And we meet up each other just yesterday. And you should guess what is my feeling thus far? Oh well, initially, what pop up from my mind is that it will be very awkward since we do purposely plan up this meeting.but it ends up quite OK , so far this is what i think: The real person is so so different from the one wearing a mask , virtually appear on the net chatting with you. If we happen to meet up the real person, face to face confrontation will reveal both personality and characters. This is the power of mingling,being sociable ,honest, considerate, wise , , discerning enough would help you to get through all the undesirable events that would be going on when meeting a new virtual friends that you meet through net.
There is no perfect partners or spouses in the world. as long as we have found our partners who have the same interest, sharing the same aims and ambitions(that would be nice then),loyal and steadfast to each other, caring and loving , then it should be the minimum key to a greater height of happiness.
it comes to another interesting question as to how we used to know and meet our partner.Some may meet and come to know their partner during high school , universities and some even happen to meet them through a meeting and through online forum or frenster.(as you know how great and enormous the internet was)..
After all. real face confrontation is the way to reveal both personality, come to know each other well, strolling around, take a snap of view, watching movies, window shopping, reading and studying together, having a romantic dinner, doing social works together(it would be nice to me)..and eventually the relationships blossom and develop...tie a knot and finally that is it.
ultimately, if you find you can do daily activities or anything you like with your Girl or boy friend, then i am sure it won't be any barriers to both of your long lasting relationships
I feel like i waant to write further but then due to time constraints, (my mum calling me to keep the clothes)..lol..i have to obey now and make my job done.
Cheers!
